Giving up games...

Man, like the 12th time in my life giving up games.

I thrill of crushing another in competition...
Hearing someone claim to be the best of the best...
Demonstrating their faults in a few minutes...
Getting accused of cheating and laughing in their face...
The edge of pushing yourself a little better then normal to overcome difficult odds...
Acting like the best of the best knowing your under skilled in comparision...
Breaking out with that hit a luck and running with it...
Destroying the enemy...
To be crushed with a last minute smash to the face and losing it all...

MAN i miss the adrenaline rush of gaming. I didn't want to quit gaming, I just lost internet in the house for the last 3 weeks. After a week of trying to game through the internet on my cell phone I just gave up, there's no way to be competitive with super slow internet. Time to focus on more useful goals for a bigger and better life.